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[hari kari butter knife girl]

had a dream earlier this week, that is nagging at me today

telling me that i need to say


dreamt i was on a national park tour
and as we were trying to get out
the lines backed up way beyond
getting out

i made my way to the front of the line
and noticed that there were two doors
one was open, letting the people out,
one that was closed

the people were trying to get out of one door
i pulled the left door open
it was nailed shut with 3 wimpy picture hanging nails
and almost sealed shut with swimming pool blue paint

i opened the door, everyone got out
and we all ended up in this holding area?
a check in point of some sort

people had carried with them an article like a slim shoe box/twice the heighth, carried by a shoulder strap, beige/taupe in colour

i was sitting alone, content that i had been able to get the bottleneck cleared
unobtrusively, quietly

a couple about 10 yrs older than me "tattled" on me/jealous of me
the woman asked a question of the matriarch of the national park, that put me on the spot and required a truthfull answer

(matriarch a very old woman, 75 or 80, missing teeth/brown teeth)

10 yr older pointed out that i had broken a law, done something bad by opening that door

at first, i felt a pang of guilt, not going by some rule or regulation,

but then i said,
i was right


... that that door had been closed mistakenly during
renovations, and i was right opening that door

the people that had been bottle necked, agreed with me
saying that a thousand people could have died from the forest fires

[hari kari butter knife girl]

i know what this means having thought on it all week,

and hopefully i can put into words what the symbolism means to me

[hari kari butter knife girl]

leia,


i know what the symbolism to me is in this dream

am hopeful becky/texas/me

can decipher this dream and tell you all what i know


danger dream, but

hopefully i will save lives


do you understand me???

[clouseau]

To escape the fire of this existence all have been guided through one narrow way, when actually there's another that's been hidden away by a thinly applied cover of deception which can be broken through at any time by one who has eyes to see through the ruse?

[clouseau]

LOL













:hi:

[hari kari butter knife girl]

First of all, this dream resonates with me because in the dream I am saying I am right, and the people were agreeing with me.
This is the first time I have dreamt I was "right"

I´ve had occasion to say my dream was right after something bad has happened.

This time, maybe I can help to avert something.

The park felt like Yellowstone.

Forest Fires

a thousand lives can be saved

The blue door
blue way
blue passage
blue pass

blue pertains

This area has been closed off.
There is some sort of deception involved with its closure. (bad teeth)
It was closed for renovation/conservation and never reopened.
Closed for 75/80 years or closed in 75-80
There is some sort of historical/matriarchal reference to it.
Private land borders it, that is why the couple was displeased that the "door" was opened to tourists.

[hari kari butter knife girl]

this aint ego talking here

but i was right picking up on it a month before

toba

i was right


this time, i can save lives ahead of time

i don't want to spazz out in grief after the fact

go into fool mettle bezerker mode


this time i can save lives


would you help me???