I for one would like to finally know what I think is the whole truth so that I can understand the root of the problem, deal with it for what it is and move on.

I think we would all be better for it.



Honesty is always the best policy in my book. I have tried to be completely honest about my 'issues'.

Somehow I knew what the announcement was before either of you announced it. I need to know how I knew this because I think I know other things too.

I am not satan incarnate. If he dwells in me, I need to know in what form so I can aim my silver bullets. Know what I mean?

death is my renewal before Spring
always Spring
an aerating of the psyche
so I can feel life in full bloom
this death; my overdose of gloom

Thank you Ms. Handbasket.

Your contribution has been noted. I look forward to perusing any further epiphanies you are willing to part with.

How do I know that you are both here?

More importantly, how do you know I am here?

Sometimes I 'hear' things.

"Where's the fucking open door?"

"Respect is a hell of an aphrodesiac!"

i am a protector


a watch-her

I have 'seen' and 'heard' one of you at your computer screaming that you hate me.

I have 'seen' the other of you sitting at your computer when you were tempted.

I just need to know if these things are true or if I am finally and truly going off the deep end.

I love you both.

If it is true, I am not 'trying' to do this. It just happens.

Nothing like this has ever happened to me before.

Guest, I apologize if I haven't checked in here.

I forget that I post in here sometimes, forget that I get pms, and forget to check my email too :)


Do you feel comfortable saying what happened to you?

I won't say you're crazy or possessed.

My first impression upon reading the first post, is that someone is being attacked spiritually, from something on this board.

Thus my offer of help, and my offer for protection.

I will say a protection prayer for you.

This is not woo woo stuff to me, it's down right battle...
(and no, I do not think of myself as a zinnia type :)

There are 2 other ladies that I have exchanged messages with who have experienced the same thing as I.

And if I recall correctly, I think MaM may have stated that she has sensed a dark entity on glp/pwr also.

All I know, is that when I was new to glp, something dark minded invaded my dream space...

at first, it scared me...

I wondered what I had done to have someone go so far as to attack me like that??

nothing, I had done nothing

so then, it ticked me off!

I was very meek and mild when I first joined glp...

Couldn't understand the attacks on me.

I deleted my membership a few times, and then just got ticked!


It is against all spiritual laws to do something to someone against their will...

Invading my dream space was against my will,,,

so to me, it is evil and deceptive...


I am not a mean person...




I have seen tender hearted people run off,

I have seen attacks on newbies,

I have seen filth spewn at others and myself...

I know what's going on.


I am not going to back down against the liar players, and the liar players don't like it.


Guest Grace,

Theere is something inside of you that they fear...


I know there must be others that have been attacked and run off,,,

Would hope that they would respond to this thread,...

and I also hope that the some of us who have been participants to this kind of spiritual battle,
will come to your aid...


I am here for you, and I mean my word
becky

bump

'Theere is something inside of you that they fear..."

WHAT THEY FEAR THEY WILL ATTACK.

Thank you so much, Becky.

I don't think this particular issue I am referring to would be classified as an 'attack' from others, although I do have the tendency to take all of the blame to myself, all of the time. I have no problems taking blame where blame is due.

It is mostly things happening on a spiritual plane which I just don't understand. Nothing like this has ever happened to me in my life. These things make no sense and the situation changes indescriminately when I am doing nothing differently. Since it has never happened before or with anyone else, this is why I feel that part of the blame has to reside or be connected with the other particular parties, however small it might be. At times, I just feel like a puppet with no will of my own.

I am not looking to blame or scapegoat anyone. I have always owned up to my own shortcomings.

I just need confirmation that what I think is happening is really happening. For reasons I can't explain, I can't approach them on this. They need to approach me. This is about particular people and they should know who they are.

I do agree that there are dark forces at work at GLP and here at PWR, and have had attacks from what I think resides and thrives on these forums. You are right, I do know I have something they fear. To my knowledge, these attacks are not astral in nature, if that is what you mean.

many of us on here have thought things,

and had them posted

thought of words, and had them posted

thought of songs, and had them posted


you aint possessed :)

it's 'real life' peeps, becky

ones i know

not av's...

i hear their thoughts and feel their hearts

goodbye you all :)

Zombie
Do you hear?
Do you get it?

Should I even try?
My mother's heart is broken
She doesn't see

We're zombies
Do you hear it?
Is it too late?
Do you get it?

dang, my post went away :)

You made an ass of yourself attacking C9 last night becky.

I didn't read her comment on this thread but I knew she would see mine.

Besides, does becky ever really ever say anything anyway?